Today is My Worst Day Ever, Ladies and Gentlemen.

Yes, today is my worst day i’ve ever had :p. Exactly on Monday, 14th July 2008, i won’t forget those moments.

It’s started on Sunday’s night after i went to Sanur and Tanah Lot with my colleagues (I was sad that day because my Grandpa had just passed away on Friday). I layed down alone in my room then my- ex rang me . We did a long conversations till she asked me to formally break up our relationship because she told me that she had met another guy . She told me she wanted to made a new relationship with him, however the silence was trapped me, i had no answer yet..till i went to bed at 2 am.

When i woke up early around 5..i didn’t see my laptop which on beside me, my heart was shocked, was getting more shocked when my wallet, pda and esia phone was gone..those were stolen..yep a perfect combinations of fuc**d up things.

I spent that day along on the beach, contemplated, asked myself what’s wrong with me had  got those bad luck. I mean i’ve lost everything that i love in one day. I really love her, my first  bought-myself laptop, and my  grandpa.

But it was.. now i can have my own life, i am happy to see her smile and her boyfriend’s smile (hehe ) even i watch her pictures from afar. So let my laptop,  grandpa, and her go were difficult  but soon gonna ease my pain and those were the great thing that i could do :p.

Life ain’t always beautiful– But it’s a beautiful ride…